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I Don't Know How
Lyrics
i don't know how

i want to break down and cry
but i don't know how to cry
rip out this rotting heart
i want to know if i'm alive
invade the small world where i'm King Cruel
the self-built hell that i can't even rule
i want to break down and cry
but i don't know how

i want to fall down in peace
but i don't know how to fall
blitzkrieg the pride that i keep
at my side when I'm gone
will i sink as a feather or lead
i don't even know if i'm alive or dead
i want to fall down in peace
but i don't know how, i don't know how!
__________

shopping 'round for a brand new me
i see pictures of models in magazines
promising everything i fail
throw the key i want out of this goddamn jail
__________

i want to break down and scream
'cause i don't know how to stop my Self
crack the walls of endless ego
that stop me from begging for help
i want to rip out my soul today
fall upon my knees and pray
find a god that i can believe
a One that's stronger than my disease

i want to trek across this prairie of steel
the frozen wasteland that i conceal
the four-walled hell that i call my home
trip across the mines that i've sown
shoot the head that strangles my heart
choke the Self that keeps me apart
i want to break down and cry
but I don't know how, i don't know how!
__________

i want to break into a thousand pieces
break the hold of Western reason
find a god that i can please
a One that's stronger than my disease

copyright 2004 david a. holland
Credits
Lyrics Credits: David A. Holland
Music Credits: David A. Holland
Producer Credits: David A. Holland / Kevin Poree
Performance Credits: Hiding in Public
Metadata
Song Length: 5:22
Primary Genre: Rock-Funk
Secondary Genre: -
Lead Vocal: Male Vocal
Language: English